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Pantomime
03:46
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How deeply your morality sways
When confronted by your day to day
How freely you can flaunt the pain
But when you’re out of lines
And right and wrong all fall behind
Can you justify
Your cruelty to the world?
Are you terrified
Of your own words?
You’ll pantomime
A feeling that you rehearsed
To quantify your work
How quickly your focus shifts
Two or three days and then you’re on with it
It’s not a lie
You say at least you tried
But the guilt will only grow
And you’ll ask yourself
Can you justify
Your cruelty to the world?
Are you terrified
Of your own words?
You’ll pantomime
A feeling that you rehearsed
To quantify your work
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2. |
Failure
04:22
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Uncertainty
Spreads like a disease
And the closer you are to me
The harder you are to believe
Tell me it isn’t true
Sell me the lie like I’m the fool
And then some new failure
Could change my mind
How gracefully
I’ll receive the critique
And the closer you are to me
The harder you are to believe
Tell me it isn’t true
Sell me the lie like I’m the fool
And then some new failure
Could change my mind
Could darken the outcome
Could keep me in line
And I’ll base all my value
On distorted truths
Convince myself
This is the best I can do
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3. |
Dependency
04:17
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When the conversations swings
Back towards bad tendencies
Say I’ve got my grandmother’s eyes
And my grandfather’s dependencies
Six wasted years
A departure from humanity
And I worked hard
Just to miss out on a great opportunity
Well, is it chemical, or is this really me?
What is it that makes my sense of discipline so weak?
In moderation every impulse is on repeat
At least now I can blame bad thoughts on my dependency
You weaponize your brain
What good is a weapon if it drives you insane?
All your radical thoughts are the same
I tell you to dismiss them, but then I’m to blame
You’re an animal caged
You can only pretend to behave
Try to engage
You can feign salvation all day
Well, is it chemical, or is this really me?
What is it that makes my sense of discipline so weak?
In moderation every impulse is on repeat
At least now I can blame bad thoughts on my dependency
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4. |
Scrutiny
02:47
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Your world all gilded gold
Will fade away
And under the cold facade
No god, no love in the decay
The hand up to heaven
Reaches nothing in the clouds
Scrutiny
Brings the spectacle down
Shattered glass
Transparency
Smoother on the surface now
When the cracks run deep, deep, deep
The hand up to heaven
Reaches nothing in the clouds
Scrutiny
Brings the spectacle down
Oh, Judgement, judgement it carries no weight
The poor devil’s got enough on his plate
Working piously day to day
To fill your heart with misguided hate
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5. |
Feign For Love
03:24
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Feign for love
Mistake the beauty until it’s right
If you fake it enough
Your callous thoughts can escape the light
Vague intent
Force the issue until it’s right
If you take it as it’s meant
This ugliness can’t escape the light
But are you listening?
But are you listening?
But are you listening?
But are you listening?
Faith for love
Softens the image in your mind
If you hate it enough
You can look until you’re bline
Consequence
Forced to the back of your mind
If you push it even deeper and deeper down
You might leave it all behind
But are you listening?
But are you listening?
But are you listening?
But are you listening?
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6. |
Reaction
02:55
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Day to day
Through ignorance feigned
You claim you don’t know why
What you do gets a rise
Say something to break the tension
Say your opinion like you think it’s real
You just want a reaction
You say the opposite of what you feel
Escape the blame
Where no one knows your name
You hide but don’t know why
What you do gets a rise
Say something to break the tension
Say your opinion like you think it’s real
You just want a reaction
You say the opposite of what you feel
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7. |
Chapel
05:13
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You won’t admit that you’ve grown
A guilty conscious if you make it on your own
Say they’re right till they’re pacified
You’re no good when the pressure is high
You hear yourself saying the truth
But still you won’t believe that it’s you
Your naivities fake
But you still feel like you’re lying
So at the end of the day
What’s the point of trying?
You’ll never see it
But the chapel walls are filthier than your bedroom
You’ll never see it
But the chapel walls are filthier than your bedroom
Step back into your world
Just an imposter with a false sense of worth
Biting your nails until the time arrives
You’re placed back where your infancy thrives
You hear yourself saying the truth
But still you won’t believe that it’s you
Your naivities fake
But you still feel like you’re lying
So at the end of the day
What’s the point of trying?
Oh, when it’s over
Look what you’ve got to show
Oh, when it’s over
Who will even know?
Your naivities fake
But you still feel like you’re lying
So at the end of the day
What’s the point of trying?
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8. |
Phantom English
03:21
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In new terrain
With imported pain
An incoherent mess
Makes you hopeful again
But that’s not what intellectuals do
You’ve let your fear get the best of you
But still passing by two people in love
You hear phantom english on their tongues
Well, say what you want
There’s loneliness in company
But I just lost sometimes
Or I don’t find the joke all that funny
You can’t object
To a chance that few people get
But lying dormant, waiting for a stage
Please don’t make me engage
You’ll ask for what you need
But lack the confidence to say it properly
Well, prepare to feel dumb
With guilty english on your tongue
Well, say what you want
There’s loneliness in company
But I just lost sometimes
Or I don’t find the joke all that funny
Well, say what you want
If the silence is incomprehensible
I just got lost for a time
In a thought I found too reprehensible
To say out loud
And deal with the consequence
To push such a weight into the world
Well, I’d rather stay silent
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9. |
All In Time
03:36
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What’s a lie you held too close?
To let go, what hurts the most?
Oh, the pattern of abuse
It cycles back to you
Oh, the well of truth
Dries up in your youth
But you love them
So you let it go
But you love them
So you let it go
Useless body you become
If you forget where you’re from
The challenge of living
Like you think that you deserve
Holding court for every move
If you can’t judge yourself,
Who judges you?
But you love them
And even though
You think it’s over
You can’t let go
Like mountains melt away
And an ocean grows
All in time
All in time
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